
Galax Leaves in Winter

I have a lot of houseplants. One of them is a croton. Crotons are tropical plants and this time of year my croton is thinking about giving up. It’s dry, it’s cold, and there’s not a lot of light.


I have a lot of houseplants. One of them is a croton. Crotons are tropical plants and this time of year my croton is thinking about giving up. It’s dry, it’s cold, and there’s not a lot of light.

Thirty years have passed and a person I’d forgotten steps into the room, her eyes wrinkled and hair silver, but her voice, her essence, the same. How is it that someone forgotten, remembered with only the barest of details, stale labels and objective identifiers, can, in the space of a moment, become so fully remembered, recognized, rejoiced? She walked into the room and was real to me again.

The sky is swept clean of clouds, and likewise swept of warmth, the breezes that chase through the treetops scurrying the warmth away from the ample light. I have spent the last five days or so without focus or fire, an ebb of purpose, and I say to myself now, in all seriousness, that I should find a better way to make use of those small seasons when I lose my sense of direction. Which is of course an impossibility, a contradiction, a cruel joke of my own thought patterns.

The sky is a fat slow river of cloud this morning, and I am in the eddy, sheltered from shadow and rain by the high broad shoulders of the Black Mountains. It’s a lovely little phenomenon, that the whole region might be draped in cloud save this one little spot where I live, drenched in light.

There was rain in the morning, waves of it, but the clouds lifted away a little bit, leaving the forest dressed in a wet gray. Now everything drips–especially the long leaves of the rhododendron, glossy and jeweled with droplets, and the hollies, which stand tall and graceful in this part of the forest. Never a truly tall tree, like the pines or oaks, still the architecture of hollies inspires–the limbs lifted in a graceful shrug, curved, then dressed with the loveliest of green-spiked leaves that drop their water jewels with a delicate chorus.

I love sharing this video (though really it is an audio experience) this time of year, when we honor our ancestors and dive deep into the Otherworld.
Take a few minutes and relax into the nourishment of an imaginal experience! And let me know if it was meaningful for you.

I’ve been thinking a lot about what makes something alive.
Granted there is a more specific definition amongst the scientists of the world, though even they seem to grapple with the precise definition of what makes something alive. But I am thinking of something else.

This painting was born from a place. A place I’ve come to know as a medicine place. I didn’t always